nicht dein Tag, - jahrelang!

have you ever laid in your bed and just cried? because you think you're ugly. because you're not good enough for anyone. you've counted all your flaws from head to toe, making yourself feel worse. cried because of all the comments that people blurt out, actually hurt? cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you. they tell you to stop complaining. you don't want to feel like an attention seeker, so you bottle everything up. around friends and family, you've created this lying smile and people believe it. but then at night-time, when you're all alone in bed, the girl who everyone thought was always so happy, is crying her broken heart out.